This week was really hard. But super great at the same time. The parties in Nagarote raged in full force, drawing our investigators and members away into the mists of darkness into the great and spacious building...but we´re working to get them back :) We also had interviews with our new mission president, President Poncio. And he´s so great. As a person, he and his wife are so different from the Collado´s. Pte is super dynamic and always smiling and bouncy, and his wife is more serious, but in a loving grandmother type of way. I´ll have to get a picture with them someday :) I loved talking with our new mission president. He´s different exactly in a way that I needed.
This week, my comp and I also got a lot closer. Hermana Jimenez and I sometimes have differences of opinions, and sometimes we clashed and she got mad. But ad her companion, I learned to take control. To tell her how I feel, and we both were more open with each other. She opened up and we got closer and I love her more dearly than I ever imagined. She´s not perfect, and neither am I. But I learned a lot from her. And I say learned because...
Changes.
I can never stay with a companion for more than one change. It´s my curse. But my new companion is Hermana Dominguete. She´s from...BRAZIL. What. Portugués. She has 5 months on the mission. Kind of new, but she´s super cool. We´re already getting along really well. She´s super tall...which is new. I´m used to being the tall one :) And her Spanish is actually really good. She sounds like a natural Spanish speaker, but with an accent :) I´m excited to work with her, a little newbie :) She´s done training, but I´ve never worked with someone with much less time than me. Speaking of time..I´ve completed 14 months on the mission this week. People keep asking me about it and commenting about how ya me voy...(I´m about to go home). And I´m trying to forget about it :) The time slips by faster and faster with each change.
I´ve also just been learning a lot about how to really teach and teach long term to my investigators. Something really obvious once said, but hard to really apply, is remembering that our investigators have their own agency. Their own lives, histories, emotions. They´re not dolls or clay that I can mold and change into what I want them to be. I can´t get mad at them or get frustrated when they don´t complete their commitments. Obviously, there´s something going on if they aren´t, or maybe they just don´t want to. My job is to teach them with the Spirit, helping them apply eternal truths to their lives, so they can do it themselves. Always looking for new people to teach and sharing with the whole world the wonderful news of the atonement of Jesus Christ, the Restoration of the Gospel, and the Plan of Salvation. I´ve learned to apply these truths personally to MY life, and so it´s been easier to help my investigators :)
I read in Mormon 9 this week, and these verses always stand out to me:
28 Be wise in the days of your probation; strip yourselves of all uncleanness; ask not, that ye may consume it on your lusts, but ask with a firmness unshaken, that ye will yield to no temptation, but that ye will serve the true and living God.
So I bolded the things I like most. Basically everything. It´s just like Pte. Uchtdorf said. Doubt your doubts before you doubt your faith. Whenever you begin doubting basic or tiny details of the gospel or the Book of Mormon, or Joseph Smith, or whatever, remember that one time you felt the Spirit. Remember that one sacrament meeting that you really loved, or that one hymn, or that one year at girls camp, or that one prayer that you felt was answered. "If it was true then, it´s true now."- Elder Holland. Which brings me to another scripture in DyC 6:
23 Did I not speak peace to your mind concerning the matter? What greater witness can you have than from God?
24 And now, behold, you have received a witness; for if I have told you things which no man knoweth have you not received a witness?
I know this church is true. And I know that the Book of Mormon is the word of God. I´m so privileged to be able to teach the lovely people of Nicaragua. I love them so much and I just want to enjoy and take advantage of every opportunity I have to share the gospel. I´m not perfect, and I can do better, but that´s always the goal. I love you all so much, and I hope you have an excellent week.
Con mucho amor,
Hermana Oliphant
